It is so difficult to express how you feel in a world where everyone keeps asking you the reason behind your silence, emotions, and restlessness. Instead of being so judgemental, why can’t one just listen to you? Why do they feel the need of changing our mood forcefully? Rather than moulding us in their way, it’s better to be kind and just sit and listen… 

The above para has been written emphasizing the mood when you are disturbed by something that you can’t even define. Rather than creating a comfort zone, people close to you keep on asking the reasons for your silence. Anyways, let me tell you no one but only you have the power to control your brain.  

Our brain never takes rest. There are lots of things going in our minds, right? These things are the reason to feel anxiousness, numbness, despair and sometimes might give us a sleepless night. However, penning down my thoughts on a paper seems something relaxing to me and this was the reason that pushed me to write this content.

When will this dark cloud shatter with beautiful rays of hope?

Well, I wonder what was the situation earlier i.e 9 months back from today. No dearth of happiness, no restrictions to roam here and there, no worries to put a piece of cloth on your mouth and nose, nothing at all. I actually was having no idea that the situation will take such a drastic turn where you and I will have zero to the power infinity control on it. Isn’t it? Still, none of us know whether will the death graph reach its peak or will reach at the saturation point.

Guys, let me ask you one question? How many of you believe in this saying that “Everything happens for some or other good reasons”? When I relate this statement with the current pandemic situation, the one thing that disturbs me is what’s so good about the current situation.? Where the world is on the verge of devastation, where uncountable death numbers are getting reported, where innumerable suicides are taking place, how could I imagine something to be good behind this? When I questioned myself, this nerve-wracking question made me completely restless. I felt so agitated that I wanted all these thoughts to get slip out of my memory.  But, as it is said that “You can’t escape from your own shadow”, the same situation arises with me…

                                                                                                           -To Be Continued…